find love elsewhere Lyrics

Lying next to you as I look into your questioning eyes

I don't know what to say I don't wanna stop the high

Maybe it was me, confessing insecurities to you

Had you fooled

You're still in that chic black shirt, slicked back hair

Perfect as can be, I know that this is rare

I'm just a slant eyed yellow boy

How could I not fall for those big blue eyes

So I don't mean to be cruel

But I don't think I find you beautiful

I'm sorry we aren't a love story

Baby, when you're here I'm still lonely

Maybe my soul is too broken to care

Would you please find love elsewhere

You tell me I'm handsome as you look into my empty eyes

Letting me into you I don't stop to feel the high

Maybe I'm guilty of giving you feelings I learned

I can't return

Too many bodies never look into my eyes

I don't know how to bring back into them rays of light I used to have before

Now loneliness is my comfort

So I know you don't mean to be cruel

But I don't think you find me beautiful

I'm sorry we aren't a love story

Baby, when you're here I'm still lonely

Maybe my soul is too broken to care

Would you please find love elsewhere

I don't wanna break your heart

But I already feel I'm just playing a part

Maybe my soul is too dead to care

Would you please find love elsewhere

When I hesitated, you push me in with both your hands

Too numb to know if it were heaven

But I can't make you understand

I try to go slow and carefully

I ask are you ok and you nod like crazy

Maybe I shouldn't have those candles lit

If I say this isn't love, can you handle it?

I'm sorry we aren't a love story

Baby, when you're here I'm still lonely

Maybe my soul is too broken to care

Would you please find love elsewhere

I don't wanna break your heart

But I already feel I'm just playing a part

Maybe my soul is dead as a stone

Would you please don't let it crush you