Novocaine Lyrics

Haven't felt a thing since I turned 13

Stuck in my dreams

Live through the screen

Love through the texts

Opposite sex

Love me like my own mother at her best

Stuck in a state of dissociation

I remain complacent too complex for my brain

So I build my hatred till I sit awaken

With my heart hanging by a thread

I literally wake up daily filled with dread

My last hopeful thought is that of death

Or just to be held hand on my chest

I sleep through the day but I cannot get rest

Properly

Living my life like I'm property

What would you know boy you're white just so privileged

Why do I think about offing me

Who, what, where? Myself

Stuck in a simulation it ain't hell

It's more like a limbo that eats away at your cells

How ironic

Because I'm feeling like I'm stuck in one

I jumped the gun, too quick grew up too fast and now I'm fucking numb

I'm tucking guns just so I feel secure you'd better duck and run

Lose-lose, lose again bitch I need luck for once

Haven't felt a thing since I turned 13

Stuck in my dreams

I live through the screen

Send love through the texts

Shown the opposite sex

Love me like my own mother at her best

Because I'm stuck in a state of dissociation

I remain complacent too complex for my brain

So I build my hatred till I sit awaken

With my heart hanging by a thread

I literally wake up daily filled with dread

My last hopeful thought is your hand on my chest

I need rest

Please, fuck the pills,

Fuck a press, I ain't rest

Fuck a powder

Fuck the rest of them drugs

Bring me enough solace?

Never, none

Ironic

Because I'm feeling like I'm stuck in one

I jumped the gun, too quick, grew up too fast, and now I'm fucking numb

I'm tucking guns just so I feel secure you'd better duck and run

Lose-lose, lose again bitch I need luck for once

Haven't felt a thing since I turned 13

Stuck in my dreams

live through the screen

Love through the texts

From the opposite sex

Love me like my own mother at her best