At My Worst Lyrics

I'm trying to hold in all this hurt

(I'm trying to hold in all this hurt)

Got me thinking that I am cursed

(Got me thinking that I am cursed)

I had to tell her this wasn't gonna work

(I had to tell her this wasn't gonna work)

Cause I don't want her to see me at my worst

(I don't want her to see me at my worst)

All my problems are catching up with me

Need Sherlock Holmes cause these demons be a mystery

Not even Bob the builder could end up fixing me

So In hell is where the devil is sticking me

I fall down

But I don't see myself getting back up It's over now

The demons I try drown them out

But they wont stop until I'm buried underground

I need healing

Cause all my emotions are revealing

And these demons

Distract me from telling you really how I'm feeling

I'm trying to hold in all this hurt

(I'm trying to hold in all this hurt)

Got me thinking that I am cursed

(Got me thinking that I am cursed)

I had to tell her this wasn't gonna work

(I had to tell her this wasn't gonna work)

Cause I don't want her to see me at my worst

(I don't want her to see me at my worst)

Today hasn't been my day

So I gotta send her away

Cause I'm heading back to a place

Where I cannot escape

I don't wanna bring you down with me

When it feels like the demons are surrounding me

I'll face the darkness alone I won't let you see

The weight of the struggle that is consuming me

I need healing

Cause all my emotions are revealing

And these demons

Distract me from telling you really how I'm feeling

I'm trying to hold in all this hurt

(I'm trying to hold in all this hurt)

Got me thinking that I am cursed

(Got me thinking that I am cursed)

I had to tell her this wasn't gonna work

(I had to tell her this wasn't gonna work)

Cause I don't want her to see me at my worst

(I don't want her to see me at my worst)