Letter to J Lyrics

I told you I'm afraid of old pain

I'm not a bad man. Wish I could tell you when the pain wanes

Bruises in my heart prevent me from doing a lotta things

Guess you're right. I don't even know what I want

Odd! But I was lucky to find you

I never ever thought that your race defines you

Was just super happy that you're Black

I did bring it up so many times. Cut me some slack

I'm not racist but…I have my preferences

They won't get it. I'm sure you know what the relevance is

Remember the 1st time that we discussed

We started connecting over 'they not like us'

Loved being vulnerable with you on the bus-bus

I loved spending time with you. It was not lust

My comfort level with you was getting robust

I lost what I got with you. I lost your trust

I know Moïse is undateable

Ready to go on dates but emotionally unavailable

This may be perceived as me not being capable

Of falling in love. Dang! It's not explainable

Okay! I gotta hammer home my feelings

I gotta tell you about what I'm dealing

With, talk about what I'm concealing

These inner thoughts that make me hit the cei

Ain't no love in the heart of this city

With all these bland expressions, how can I be giddy

With excitement to find love? That is the query

To escape reality, I keep myself busy

I mean it. I wish I could be the one

Believe me! I was not with you just for fun

Afraid of old pain. My heart was wrung

How to put it? You're perfect. You did nothing wrong

I hate being obsessed with another person

I hate always thinking about another person

That's how I am in a relationship. And I hate that

I'm not ready yet

I'm not there yet

I can't fall in love yet

But I do know that the secret is YET

Wish we'd go burn our throats in Icarus

And I'd just get a White Russian like I'm from Belarus

You got Flint, friends, memories. You're not alone

Surround yourself with caring folks: the path to unalome

My decision was not rushed. Thought about it really hard

This no despair of possibilities. No Kierkegaard

I needed time to bond: Andromeda – Milky Way

Love story like Meadow and Jabari, hey

I respect you as much as I respect your pum-pum

It was not love bombing. I wanted it to bloom-bloom

I hope that every day life is gonna keep getting better

May the universe be with you in all of your endeavors

Sorry I couldn't make you forget all of your responsibilities

Imma keep cherishing the memories

Knew you were special when I gave you that first kiss

That's what I think about on nights like this

You deserve someone who deeply loves you. I've always known

Someone who can worship you and pick you up from your throne

I like the way you walk, the way you talk, the way you dress

Believe me or not, I was impressed. Zero stress. Never rest

Always there for your friends and your students

Open to different ideas, the fact that you're Buddhist

One more time, this is true

I liked you.

Mesoi Myden

Nah, nah

Moïse