Forcing Forever Lyrics

It's been a year

And two months

Still don't know what I want

Starting to feel like I've been

Wasting my time

Where was this going?

What were you showing?

Where were you when

I really wanted

You to hold me?

What was you smoking?

When you were needed

You stood there frozen

I

Could easily find another

I'll never

Forget the words, my mother

Would tell us

You deserve the world and more

Go back to the drawing board

You can't force a forever

Why did I do it?

When I just knew it

What was I thinking?

What was I doing?

Where was my mind?

This whole damn time

Ignored the signs

Can't shake these soul ties

Gifts are cool

But what I want

Is your attention when you come home

I want to feel your touch

Your love

Don't wanna feel alone

What was I doing?

Why did I choose ya?

I thought that I loved ya

More than my music

I knew back then

We should've stayed friends

So I'll take the

Blame for how it ends

I

Could easily find another

I'll never

Forget the words, my mother

Would tell us

You deserve the world and more

Go back to the drawing board

You can't force a forever

Why did I do it?

When I just knew it

What was I thinking?

What was I doing?

Where was my mind?

This whole damn time

Ignored the signs

Can't shake these soul ties