It aint easy Lyrics

I know this shit be looking pretty but it ain't easy

I been saying I'm done with it but now I really mean it

They thinking that I got it made I been fighting these demons

That shit really stuck with me I still can hear him screaming

Don't tell me that you got me if you don't mean it

These bitches out here talking out they necks they got no reason

To be lying to me

All the love they showed was fake & I was blind to it

A lot of people start getting mad Ion got no time for em

I'm on some different shit this shit ain't regular

The People keep on saying ima make it I'm that Mexican

But I be in my feelings I can't lie I'm in my head to much

RIP lil bro I just really hope he resting up

These folks already know that they can't mess with us

I stand on my business, stack my cash, it turnt me level up

I ain't ever giving up, these folks know I'm different, they know I'm gone turn my city up

El Niño do no give a fuck

I'm tired of lying I'm really fucking broken I just wish that I could cry

I wish that I could see my folks who up there in the sky

If I could ask the lord one question I would ask him why

I would ask him why lord whyd they have die

I just wanna know why cause I really don't get it

Excuse me if I'm tripping I can't lie I'm in my feelings

Never felt no pain like this bitch this shit hitting different

I been asked y'all for help but none of y'all bitches would listen

Bitch we them money makers

I feel like a meal ticket

Screaming fuck a hater

We be getting real chicken

& score buzzer beaters

My girl looking real pretty

She my favorite eater

She swear I'm cheating with this hoe & ian ever meet her

I love this money making shit this shit be really fun

I'm a money makin meskin I am not a thug

Ion want too much from you I swear I want your love

Everybody always say it I know I'm the one

Ain't no body like The Kid bitch I'm 1 of none

& I always get what I want like I'm the favorite son

All this smoke that's in the air it's fucking up my lungs

I been soaking in all this game just like a fucking sponge

& it ain't no going back you went against the team

Ain't ever been no hoe in me like what the fuck you mean

I know I'm gone make it big I seen it in my dreams

This shit different ElNiñobeenballin on the scene

You said we ain't grinding like what the fuck you mean?

Last time that I looked into my wallet I seen lots of green

When I get into my feelings I sip lots of lean

Yea I'm grateful for what I got but I've lost lots of things

You can tell me what you want but it ain't no stopping me

I'm not proud but every single day bitch I smoke lots of weed

When I'm lost & I be feeling hurt wish you could talk to me

I know this shit be looking pretty but it ain't easy

I been saying I'm done with it but now I really mean it

They thinking that I got it made I been fighting these demons

That shit really stuck with me I still can hear him screaming

Don't tell me that you got me if you don't mean it

These bitches out here talking out they necks they got no reason