Cocaine Lyrics

I know, I know I know, I know, I know, I know

I know, I know I know, I know, I know, I know

Yes I seen it, same four lines I'm reading

Oh I know, I know, I'm bleeding

And every thought keeps fleeting

Still I'm screaming, dreaming

A life that I can't find meaning

I'm on edge, just looking for a reason

Trapped and I can't find freedom, oh I know

Late nights, living all on my own

Living in black and white till I think of a new song

Think of a new rhyme, line, a new tone

Think what I might find when trapped in my lone

Some people find that in a club or party

I hate to sound whack or snobby, but that ain't my type of hobby

I'm more the type of homebody who sticks to cables and audio

Really I'm happy lonely, I hope a label will sign me though

Happiness in these lines, thinking all of the time

What else am I gon' rhyme, what else am I gon' find

How else I'm 'posed to grind, when trapped inside my mind

Still looking for a sign, this drug keep me alive

I'm up survivin', I hope a line'll come find me

I'm starving, searching for molly

Like music hungry Somalis, like taking another hit

As I'm sitting my ass beside me

Like feeling nothing equivalent, something that's out of body

It's truly another hit when I pick up the pen and spit

Like a needle up to my wrist or a pill in esophagus

Get a thrill like a bad bitch put her number asking to hit man

I hope she suck on my - or she let me look at her

I'm at the party, they asking me for the molly

I pull out my pen and paper, I tell them that's all I got

See I never meant to get sloppy or lie bout drugs I'm popping

I guess that I'm out of stories

Man really I got a problem

I can't stop capping, I'm addicted to them lines

Cocaine in my system and it's every single rhyme

Satisfaction, I'm a victim, I might laugh but I need wisdom

I'm a couple decisions away from ending up in prison

You don't know the desperation, you don't know where it might take em

I've been looking for the ending but I'm feeling impatient

Yes I seen it, same four lines I'm reading

Oh I know, I know, I'm bleeding

And every thought keeps fleeting

Still I'm screaming, dreaming

A life that I can't find meaning

I'm on edge, just looking for a reason

Trapped and I can't find freedom, oh I know

I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know

Just so happens that I'm happy all the time

You probably wouldn't get that if you read into my lines

The truth is that I'm writing everything that's in my mind

And just so happens that I'm out of stories to provide

Those the buffers, my shields from inner vision

Protect me, my inhibition will keep me from recognition, I'm

In a position where everybody can listen to all my expositions

And use it as ammunition so

I'd rather keep it a secret, no need to leak it

I'm geeking, no other reason to speak it but I can keep it going

I call myself a musician, assign myself to a mission

So if I got nothing left then I guess that all is told

Or maybe I'll make another song about the cocaine

The bitches and the propane I smoke when I'm up in this club

About by my old ways, the money that I won't gain

Instead of all this corny shit I'm writing up awake at four

Yes I seen it, same four lines I'm reading

Oh I know, I know, I'm bleeding

And every thought keeps fleeting

Still I'm screaming, dreaming

A life that I can't find meaning

I'm on edge, just looking for a reason

Trapped and I can't find freedom, oh I know

Oh I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know