MY EYES DECEIVE Lyrics

I

Wake up and take my daily pills, prepare some food

Then wash myself so I can sit and wait for father to explain

To me

Why I cannot go outside and why I gotta down these pills to sleep

Infected outside with too many monsters

But before father sent me off to bed he gave me something to keep

He gifted me a little diary

So I don't feel so bored alone I wrote down my day

And went off to bed so I can end my day

I'm dreaming weird and weird everything else is red

But I feel like there is something wrong

I don't know what it is but it is on my tongue

I wonder what it is but I am just too young

I hope you understand by the end of this song

Daddy says that's"there's too many monsters""Lurking from the outside""I can't let them wonder""Where you are I got to keep you safe where you are"

That's what daddy said

He got to keep me far

I told him if the monsters sounded like him

How would I know it's really him?

He said we can have a secret code"How about apple?""What's an apple?""A delicious type of food that you will want to eat""I'll give it you so you can enjoy it go ahead and sleep for me"

I wrote down in my diary that I'm scared of the monsters

Of the outside and there is something out there that's called an"apple"

I'm dreaming something horrible that I don't have control of

Why is it that someone is out there trying to scare me

It's been a few days since daddy came

I don't know where he is

I hate when I'm alone

And do I take my pills or do I find my way out?

I guess I'll do what daddy says to make him proud

It's been 147 days

And I am feeling pretty woozy

And I am moving poorly

Do I really feel like this was my only duty?

Why does it feel like this is some sort of cruelty?

And so that when daddy finally comes back

I will be asking him one more thing

And I really hope I get an answer back

Why is my belly so round and big?