Worthy Lyrics

Am i worthy

Am I worthy

Let me guess you expect me to make a song about myself/

Is it worth it though I've never been relevant always on the outside/

He's always kinda quiet keeping to himself they assume I'm antisocial/

Can they even really tell my life story can be summed up in two words/

Death and resurrection cause when i was born the devil tried to kill me/

Heart surgery let me live but the enemy still tried to kill me/

Throughout my life it's been a roller coaster too many emotions/

I've been rejected

I've been deflected

I've been depressed

I've been played

I've been used

I've come out the end looking like a fool heart full of rage

Full of hate still something I contemplate/

People don't get to know me most just shrug me off as antisocial/

But they don't get I'm very loyal I don't tolerate betrayal/

I've business partners flake on me I've had money stolen from me

I dove into music thought it was soothing something I can relate too/

I was lied too got my heart broken that's when I finally realized that Jesus loved me/

I'm the middle child kinda raised myself love my parents don't get my twisted but my 16 year old self spent Time in his Bible/

That's when revival happened I found Jesus and I lost religion/

Found the one person that always loved me never left me but I was always second guessing/

Am I worthy of this love that's so pure so true so new it made me brand new/

What else is there oh yea I'm an author, a rapper, a writer, throw in some mixes/

What do you get an average high school kid who was told he would never go nowhere/

Unless I had college but today I've got even more knowledge and none of the debt/

I'm mentally stubborn I don't walk with the masses I push against them/

I walk the path that God has chosen still a Virgin, never been kissed, never been married, I gave my life rights To heaven/

Don't know if these things will happen before the time is up?

I'll leave it up to God and just beat the odds I'm doing this all on my own/

I write

I record

I mix

And I master

Have to do my own promotion on my own dime with my 9-5 money/

This is a lot harder than you think but I'm not stopping lots of times I think God chose wrong/

Why me?

Why Jonah

Why Paul

Why Luke

Why John

Why David

We're all just rented bodies all of us are ungodly/

We're the same we all sin

We all need repentance

I am not worthy to do his works but because of Jesus I can do his works/

Mr unpopular

Not attractive

Not fancy

So why me?

We'll have to see/