Stockholm Syndrome Lyrics

Look, got some thoughts that I need to unfold

Even though that I know I'm getting old I had to put all my dreams on hold

Got two jobs and I search for more Shit, no more do I reach my home

And I am so broke that it's taking a toll And truth to be told, man, also I thought

How can I fund my dreams with no dough? Got my family, I need to support

Work a little more with pause on my goals I'm appalled, mental health on the low

But honestly, what's new? Patience's a virtue

But is it still true? If nothing else, you can do

Me? I'm my worst critic, and my work ethic It's all been dead, it's embedded

That self destruction's all where I'm headed I feel pathetic, apathetic with every move

I make, I'm analytic

It's my OCD, do you not hear me

I've been struggling for years, do you even feel me

I'm the worst enemy that I've ever fucking seen I'm a prisoner in me, will I ever be free

It's my OCD, do you not hear me? I've been struggling for years, do you even feel me

I'm the worst enemy that I've ever fucking seen I'm a prisoner in me, will I ever be free

Too many voices in my head yell

It's a hell in a cell, with my brain I wrestle

And I need a Duracell to fulfill my peril

I'm the best that has fell victim to his shell

Even though I'm it, I don't really get it

And I don't wanna put much thought into it

And I don't really think I am that different

And truth to be said, especially as men

Nobody gives a shit all my time is spent on wishing and repent

Cause nobody message me, nobody calls

I hate every job I have and the boss

I hate everything I do just because

I hate that feeling of waiting to fall

And I hate myself on the top of it all

And you better call Saul

Cause I'm breaking bad and I'm about to kill my soul

It's my OCD, do you not hear me

I've been struggling for years, do you even feel me

I'm the worst enemy that I've ever fucking seen

I'm a prisoner in me, will I ever be free

It's my OCD, do you not hear me

I've been struggling for years, do you even feel me

I'm the worst enemy that I've ever fucking seen

I'm a prisoner in me, will I ever be free

It gives me the jitters to be looking in the mirror

Cause the moment the reflection hits my cornea

I only see a sinner or who I could be better

I feel like Bruce Jenner, hold up let me reword it better

Just to make it a little clearer, I feel so transparent (trans parent)

Always so anxious, losing my patience

Doesn't even feel like life is improving

Fuck it doesn't even look like it's moving

Hate to be a cynic collapsing

Any minute man I'm tired I of this life and everything in it

Every minute that is tockin

And every minute that is tickin

And I hate every motherfucking single thing im it And I'm so sick of it

I feel like I should end air,

Man Stockholm syndrome

Fuck it man I'm in it

And I get it I'm blessed to be different

The duality of me

The reality of living in a city of dreams

It's my OCD, do you not hear me

I've been struggling for years, do you even feel me

I'm the worst enemy that I've ever fucking seen

I'm a prisoner in me, will I ever be free

It's my OCD, do you not hear me

I've been struggling for years, do you even feel me

I'm the worst enemy that I've ever fucking seen

I'm a prisoner in me, will I ever be free