Psycho Analysis Lyrics

Hey Dr Provt thank you for seeing me on such short notice

I know that you don't like when people don't have appointments and I don't like that either

But there's some shit I really need to talk to you about so can I have a seat?

Let's start the session Mr T why don't you first take a seat get comfortable kick up your feet

Now tell me how do you feel

Have you had anyone lately that could help you mentally?

How do you deal with what you deal?

You can open up to me

After all that's why you're here to solve your traumas and be free

A long journey for you to heal not to feel astonishing

But to feel a little bit better than a piece of shit

Let's dive into your mind a bit

Struggle with your self-esteem not the first thing that I've seen

You carry your own self as king

But take a layer back and peel

Look inside what's underneath you are still a little kid

Struggle with identity psychopathic tendencies Obsessive complexities fear of losing everything

Constantly in disbelief not knowing how dope you is

Treated wrong by every bitch misogynistic fantasies

You're hyperventilating T

Sorry man just try to breathe and take as much time as you need

Man Fuck You and your sympathy

I hate being in therapy

Psycho Analysis binding paralysis

Can't even fathom it

All of it

Half of it

Medication

I don't get

I'll just be raw dogging it

Psycho Analysis

Binding paralysis

Can't even fathom it all of it half of it

Medication

I don't get

I'll just be raw dogging it

Psychoanalysis

Binding paralysis

Sorry didn't mean to curse but with all those voices in my head

I feel like I'm professor X paralyzed and lost as shit

I wake at night covered in sweat

Voices surround me right and left

It's ok man just relax

I can tell your mind is loud so absurd yet so profound

A genius thinking he's inept chaos within but always kept

Not appreciative of your own self

Man I feel like you don't know just how loud my brain is

Oh makes me feel uncomfortable just wanna be fucking left alone

But everyone seems to agree that you're the best thing that they've seen

Then why the fuck they always leave?

The answered to put it simply they truly can't seem to compete

To see that you have figured it

But they don't know what's in your head nor will they feel what you have felt

they just see a perfect fit

A person who's so competent

Every aspiration set achieves it man and conquers it

But that is not what my brain says I drive myself into the edge

Tryna be someone perfect

And that's a goal I'll never reach

Cannot be helped or even healed

Just forget about me please

You're just wasting your time with me

Man cut the fucking bullshit off

Stop thinking you're a lost cause

You're a motherfucking boss

Nobody can do what you do

With a raging war inside them too!

Use your own problems as fuel

Creating art that's beautiful

Man you are a fucking fool

Cut yourself some fucking slack

Look at what you do not what you lack

And I know that you think that love is void

And that's why it's something you avoid

But I tell you man that it will come

In its own time man and be fun

Last thing man I feel like saying

Why do I seek validation ?

It's because you're deeply aching

But I don't trust what they be saying

You want to feel good for a change man

Anything but pain and aching

Deeply thoughts gesticulating

Many different thoughts I'm hating

Insinuating I might make it

Indeed you will T just be patient

Psycho Analysis

I'm contemplating

Ruminating

Feeling even more down lately

Voices in me drive me crazy

Please tell me that you can save me

And I just feel super lonely

Even with my girl and homies can't put my energy towards me

Homie what the fuck

I feel so stuck

And about to self destruct

Anything I do is not enough

Working two motherfucking jobs

And mentally stuck in a loop that sucks

I think this trauma pushed within

Yeah no shit you dimwit prick

Don't you think?

Relax what's wrong with you

That's why I'm here you fucking fool

Ok T you blew some steam can we converse like human beings ?

Without shouting or you cussing ?

What the problem to you it seems ?

Man I notice everything

Every minute detail I see

And I also talk to whores every single time I'm bored

Watching porn and liking hoes

And their digits fill my phone

But you still got yourself control

You're not letting that shit go

Ok Doc but hold on still

We still got some time to kill

There's some tea I need to spill

Why can't I just be happy?

I always ruin everything

How do you think you do that T

With my solidarity

And I know it's not ideal

Cause of how lonely I be

And it seems so weird to me

That the more people I meet

The lonelier I seem to be

And one last thing before I leave

Why the fuck do they like me?

Cause you are genuinely real

So creative and ideal

It just needs you to see

Just how fucking dope you is

Your time is up right now with me

See you next time in your own dreams

Let's pick this up next time from here

I think we're truly progressing

Fuck You don't you lie to me

Fuck You don't you like to me