Free/Letting Go Lyrics

Finally, finally, finally, I am free

Finally, finally, finally, I am free

Stuck in front of a box full of locks

Break them and enter another paradox

A mental journey, no anchor or docks

Sailing away, non-stop into rocks

Should I have not tried to explore it out ?

I'm more afraid of my thoughts in the dark

They hold such a control on me, oh my god Defense is as high as the wall of Asgard

Looking for an angel of death to take me out of myself

Maybe someday instead when the sun finally sets

And I just go to bed and I have no regrets

Playing inside my head and I forgive myself

For everything that I did, and at last I just let go of the things I hid

Like a reptilian and a new skin I shed

Full of excitement of the new dawn ahead that I'm envisioning

Finally I'm free of me, the feeling that's been haunting me

The feeling I deserve defeat or that I do not deserve shit

Neither love or be happy

Finally I've broken it, cause honestly it just have been

Too dark, and even for me

Finally I'm free of me, the feeling that's been haunting me

The feeling I deserve defeat or that I do not deserve shit

Neither love or be happy

Finally I've broken it, cause honestly it just have been

Too dark, and even for me

I don't know what to expect in this journey that I set

But I know what lies ahead when I finally reach the end

And I'm staring at myself, see the reflection of hell

The baggage that I held for so long until I fell

Will I finally let go of the things that hold me though

Will I know me anymore, recognize myself alone

Stripped of my sadness and lows, all the traumas I hold close

Will I be uncomfortable, getting out my comfort zone?

But fuck it man, I have to heal, cause the fear is like Draupnir

Every night just more appear

And if you don't let go of it

You'll be drowning in your fear, up to your motherfucking ears

It will never disappear and you still ain't broken free

Nobody's there to wipe your tears, listen to me carefully

T I told you previously, when your thoughts were a calm breeze

Do not appease yourself to these horny bitches and girlies

Look deep in you, potentially, you'll just see how dope you is

Finally I'm free of me, the feeling that's been haunting me

The feeling I deserve defeat or that I do not deserve shit

Neither love or be happy

Finally I've broken it, cause honestly it just have been

Too dark, and even for me

Finally, finally, finally I am free

Finally, finally finally I am Free

Finally, finally, finally I am free

Finally, finally finally I am Free

Finally I'm free of me, the feeling that's been haunting me

The feeling I deserve defeat or that I do not deserve shit

Neither love or be happy

Finally I've broken it, cause honestly it just have been

Too dark, and even for me