R.I.P Grammy Lyrics

They say time heals all, but as I'm starring at the wall

Watching the time pass I'm not healing at all

Wish I answered your calls

But I would hit decline and say "I'll pick up next time" I made you feel small

Now I'm feeling weak

Grammy taught me don't trust their words

Observe, look and put your trust in what you see

But that's when she could speak

Now I'm full of grief

Hope you rest in peace

Yeah yeah yeah yeah

Grammy I miss you

Who imma call now when I'm having an issue?

Got me fighting demons just like I know jujitsu

Lord give me a reason why you had to take her too

Tears fall how I'm grieving I need more than a tissue

Who imma call now when I'm having a issue?

Got me fighting demons just like I know jujitsu

Know you're in a better place hope I see you soon

And I'm thinking bout your face

Talking to the moon

Yeah talking to the moon

And I'm thinking bout your face

Talking to the moon

Hmm and I'm thinking bout your face

When daddy called me in the room

to break the news I was motionless

People blew my phone up I'm just scrolling past condolences

Ion want no condolence I want my Grammy back

Aye black heart that's the slogan you know imma stand on that

Gave me my first car now I'll never get to pay her back

I wish I got rich before you left so I could pay you back yeah yeah

Mmm cash

Really need to pay you back yeah yeah

Yeah I'm guessing heaven needs my Grammy more

When I was younger never knew what all life had in store

But now I wonder

If the good die young and the evil prevails

I got two choices a early death or life in jail

Uncle Fred sometimes I wish I was dead just so I could see your face

Now Grammy gone too, and her love made me feel safe

In this world full of snakes and fakes hard to escape

In reality we all gotta die someday

I talk to God when I'm lonely not just on a Sunday

Steady wishing Grammy could hold me that's the reason I pray

And I be missing all my homies like dem boys ran away

You really love me gotta show me that's what Grammy would say

Fighting back tears as I write these words on this piece of paper (tears)

Grammy it'll never be goodbye only see you later

still remember when you took me to your home in Turks and Caicos (Turks)

treated me like a king even when I felt like a failure

You brought me everything, generosity in ya nature (Suave)

She slipped and hit her head damn I wish I was there to save her (damn)

On that hospital bed it was way too painful to face her (damn)

Grammy right now you dead but I know you with the creator (God)

She would always bow her head just to pray for all of her neighbors

Know you hated how in my songs, I would curse like a sailor

And when Shema broke my heart, I know you never forgave her

Pay my bail

If I went to jail

Didn't have to persuade her

Dropped out college but I promise you imma be something major

So Grammy like I said it's not goodbye I'll see you later

Grammy like I said it's not goodbye I'll see you later

Grammy like I said it's not goodbye

Grammy I miss you

Who imma call now when I'm having a issue?

Got me fighting demons just like I know jujitsu

Lord give me a reason why you had to take her too

Tears fall how I'm grieving I need more than a tissue

Who imma call now when I'm having a issue?

Got me fighting demons just like I know jujitsu

Know you're in a better place Hope I see you soon

And I'm thinking bout your face

Talking to the moon

Yeah talking to the moon

And I'm thinking bout your face

Talking to the moon

Hmm and I'm thinking bout your face

Kamal when you have grandchildren

And you want to ma-make something of them

And want them to love you

You have to love them