Sonnet: III Lyrics

Sit down let's have a conversation

I'm really struggling in this life desolation

All of my hopes and dreams are withering

Subject to a swift evisceration

So how can I look up to the sky and see the things you see

All I'm seeing is vultures

Circling and I can no longer see the sun

When I cannot obtain any closure

Depression is the label thrown around

Back and forth but it's far even deeper

All of my dreams they turn into nightmares

Lingering reminding me they're my keeper

I'm set adrift all alone

To cope with despair and everything in between

Why can't I find the love that I seek

I have fallen and no one looks for me

This is just a flash just a taste

Of everything I know

This is a window deep into my soul

The rain is falling that's just how it goes

And one of the reasons I'm here

Is now just a ghost

I wanna scream out but I'm too broken

I open at the close

All of your truth turns out it was a lie

You never really said something

All of the things that I hold deep inside

Are withering into nothing

How can my heart stay pure never black inside

Hope never has a function

These shadows follow me around where I reside

I fall victim and its crushing

The shadows grow long and they chase me through the day

Loneliness is how it's seen

I'm tortured by what will never be

Tortured just as much by what has been

I'm suffering without a place to go

And there is not a soul to turn to

These are the only things I know

But this is something I will have to go through

This is a flash just a taste

If I gave up everything there would be no mystery

And all of your interest will be lost

If you had any to begin with in me

But you don't I'm invisible

I have a heart to give but its feeling miserable

I'm wounded the blood starts to fall

Like a waterfall washing me away so pitiful

The vultures are circling this is the life i was given

It wasn't chosen

All of the warmth that resides deep in me slowly escapes

Until my soul becomes frozen

I need to start building walls

To protect me from ever being hurt

I need to let myself fall

To get back up if I ever find my worth

All of your truth turns out it was a lie

You never really said something

All of the things that I hold deep inside

Are withering into nothing

How can my heart stay pure never black inside

Hope never has a function

These shadows follow me around where I reside

I fall victim and its crushing

All of your truth turns out it was a lie

You never really said something

All of the things that I hold deep inside

Are withering into nothing

How can my heart stay pure never black inside

Hope never has a function

These shadows follow me around where I reside

I fall victim and its crushing