dream machine Lyrics

My dream machine

My dream machine is asking questions

About the tales I spin

Soft accidents I mummify

Expansions & compressions in my head

About brutal addictions

About signing my death certificate

As I wake up

I sweet pillow talk my dream machine

What's a dream without her

What should I do with this vast landscape of imagination

As a kingdom without a dictator queen

Isn't it enough I don't possess her in real life

What's water without fire

Despair without hope

Death without life

What is my addiction free

And she's my favorite refill every night

I get it for free

All I have to do is die

And it heeds semi-understanding

It fades into me to find shrapnels

In the hurting folds of my pulsing veins

Extracting them faithfully

Painfully under the numbness of my breath

It was in the third blind spot corner

In my survival box

That I forgot to let them go the last time

There in the hollow spots cohabiting

Infesting breeding chaos

My dream machine feeds off of the core of me

Spits it into my mind

fertilizing my imagination for her to come and hunt me down

And so it ends as it began every time

Wholesale corruption & preordained victories

And we raise a toast in her name

My dreams asking questions before I sleep

Is this what it lives for

You know crimes can be forgiven

But not forgotten

& My muse is the epitome, above it all

I let her save herself every time

If I want to see her again

So, I Placate my dream

A sweet pillow talk, I numb it like I numb myself

It understands now why I sign my death certificate

Before I wake up