Heart of Gold ft. Hostile Beatz Lyrics

You know you gotta leave

You know you gotta go

You know you gotta see

What you don't wanna know

You know this agony

I swear it's all I know

I know it's costing me

This fucking heart of gold

You know you gotta leave

You know you gotta go

You know you gotta see

What you don't wanna know

You know this agony

I swear it's all I know

I know it's costing me

This fucking heart of gold

Losing more than patience I'm losing more sanity

Me, myself and I's the only one who I can believe

Never had a Sandra bullock protecting my blindside

Turning me vindictive this ain't the man that I planned to be

Ain't the route I thought I'd take

People all around me having kids and building families

While me I'm in the studio praying that somebody will actually take a chance on me

Praying that my food for thought is more than wasted calories

Praying that somebody will give me the time of day instead of always Peter panning me

Wonder how they're branding me

It's hard to be a crutch when Uncle Sam is trying to break you down financially

Love ones break the man in me but sometimes

You got to let it go

You got to see it through

You got to be the man

You never thought you knew

You got to see the world

For what it really is is

And that's the reason why

I had to cut you loose

You know you gotta leave

You know you gotta go

You know you gotta see

What you don't wanna know

You know this agony

I swear it's all I know

I know it's costing me

This fucking heart of gold

You know you gotta leave

You know you gotta go

You know you gotta see

What you don't wanna know

You know this agony

I swear it's all I know

I know it's costing me

This fucking heart of gold

Cutting off more ties than tying off

Trying to keep my anger anchored but that ship has sailed fuck it sayonara

Game is full of smoke and mirror I'm learning how to wipe the fog

Rap became so braggadocious I hate the dentist but fuck it guess I'll have to try to floss

Writing with higher cause I'll never let another man defeat me or deceive me have my self esteem leaking feeling kinda clogged

You're the boy who cried wolf and I'm the wolf they send to make the crying stop

Cut from a different cloth that they don't sell to stores or shops

Fake promises will teach you how to see through people like a door that's locked

Label me unorthodox but me I'm rich in spirit rich in wisdom regardless I make the Forbes or not

Yeah I deserve own props

Roses being thrown at my feet this ain't a stage this the florist shop

Sorry that we had to part ways like a road block

But me I found my confidence and strength through these sober thoughts

You know you gotta leave

You know you gotta go

You know you gotta see

What you don't wanna know

You know this agony

I swear it's all I know

I know it's costing me

This fucking heart of gold

You know you gotta leave

You know you gotta go

You know you gotta see

What you don't wanna know

You know this agony

I swear it's all I know

I know it's costing me

This fucking heart of gold