Five Years of Doubt Lyrics

In a state of emergency

Burn down our house of memory

Burn down our life of fantasy

Turn down the letter you wrote for me

In a state of poverty

No fish or crop to set us free

No water running through the stream

Turn down the song I wrote for thee

Two sailboats floating away

You tell me I don't care about things and how it seems

Five years of doubt, I shout, I gave to you, gave to you

Instead of calling out those things you say to me

Five years of doubt, I shout, I gave to you, gave to you

Feel me as the rain spouts

I can hold you in my arms

No longer, I'm stronger

For I know good things do fall apart

Two sailboats floating away

You tell me I don't care about things and how it seems

Five years of doubt, I shout, I gave to you, gave to you

Instead of calling out those things you say to me

Five years of doubt, I shout, I gave to you, gave to you

Yo, five years deep, and I'm feeling the strain

Invested my heart, but all I got was pain

We built a home, but it's crumbling down

Insecurities got you wearing the crown

I'm tired of the silence, tired of the lies

Tired of the nights with no tears left to cry

I gave you my all, but you never believed

Now I'm questioning the love we fucking conceived

We used to dream big, now we're stuck in the past

Sailing on a love that was never built to last

I'm looking for answers, you're giving me doubt

Five years wasted, now I'm shouting out loud

I'm done with the struggle, it's time to let go

Gonna find my peace, gonna let my love grow

No more pretending, no more disguise

It's time to move on, see the truth in my eyes

You tell me I don't care about things and how it seems

Five years of doubt, I shout, I gave to you, gave to you

Instead of calling out those things you say to me

Five years of doubt, I shout, I gave to you, gave to you