I Don't Tell My Friends Lyrics

Running through the winter

One step at a time

Only think about it when I'm waiting at the stop sign

The grief is still there

I hope it isn't waiting

To seep into my mind if I forget my medication

And I don't tell my friends when I'm feeling sad

So embarrassing to be that girl it brings me back

And I don't call my parents 'cause I don't wanna worry dad

Scared of falling apart again but I won't say that

Don't think about it too much

It's just a fading bruise

But when the Chips are down it starts aching like it's new

I pour the same coffee

I live in my routine

I keep it all moving I'm planning every scene

And I don't tell my friends when it comes creeping in

If I let myself talk about it that's how it begins

And I don't call my parents 'cause they remember when

I was falling apart and I can't do that again

And I don't tell my friends and I don't write it down

Cause if I write a sad song then it must be real somehow

And I don't tell my parents and I don't fly home

Scared of falling apart like I did five years ago

No i don't tell my don't tell my friends

And I don't call my parents don't call my parents