ego death Lyrics

All I have was poetry, you write to me

I lost myself inside this shit, the sights I see

No lsd, but when woman got a hold that's very tight on me

My typing bleeds through the paper that I am writing these lyrics on

Said I'm brave, but maybe I'm just arrogant

I fear the sun, wanna talk to you and feel again

Shit, I'm hearing some, demons in my head

They telling me that you aren't keeping them

All of our memories we had, are you leaving them

Are you leaving them

I don't have time for fear, I freeze like deer

You held me dear, I saw my hemisphere colliding and close

I used you like an antidote, our time was close

I hold my nose and jump into the frozen snow

You saw me close, out of this reality

I couldn't stand this shit, taking different things

Maybe I could finally fucking stand to him

The man that you replaced me with, I hope that he got manners

And treats you like the demon that you are, because you're evil, can

We just take a couple steps back, I'm very different then

How I used to be when me and you were sweeter candies

Having my craving, pushing down my cravings

For everything else, passing out and falling to the floor

Stumble to my dad's room, I'm lost and shut in horror

I see demons in the corner of my eyes, everything distorts

Laying in the bed, fighting for my life

Trying to find comfort, listening to Family Guy

While everything around me, crumbles

Scared to shut my eyes, dreaming of a better world

Thought this shit would help me, dreaming missing my girl

I know it's not healthy, now I'm fighting just to breathe

Should've listened to what they tell me

But I don't listen, I don't listen

I just want some help, please

I just want some help