Lost Years Lyrics

Lost tears of a lost soul

Lost fears, I don't want those

Lost tears, I don't cry now

Used to get told off, settle down now

Lost friends, must've moved on

Been busy, but the problems piled up though

Lost talent in the newer days

I've been mediocre at the utmost

Time going by, I sit and watch the clock on the wall tick past

Told myself I want it bad enough to make a plan

But I just make excuses, why I never write again

Can't seem to break the mindset I'm in

Can't justify the time that I spend, I really need a sign to get sent

Tell me if you're listening to me, please tell me if you hear the words I speak

Lost in the days, memories been haunting me for days

More like years, it's been four to be exact

No light here in this dark, I need a match

Miss the warm blood from my heart, I'm unattached

All this isolation cause pain

I've been way too nervous and afraid

Especially a change, especially a change

And then everything changed

And I just keep on talking in a circle

To convince myself I'm worth it through the days

Motherfucking lie and I guess that's why it hurts

What you're worth without a job is double minimum wage

You aren't shit without me and you know it

There I go talking to myself again, a poet

Fell in every trap along the road, I didn't know it

Couldn't find the pleasure in the hurt I've been bestowing

Lost tears of a lost soul

Lost fears, I don't want those

Lost tears, I don't cry now

Used to get told off, settle down now

Lost friends, must've moved on

Been busy, but the problems piled up though

Lost talent in the newer days

I've been mediocre at the utmost