Storms Lyrics

Doing shit I wish I did at 19

Keeping distance from my hopes and my dreams

Chasing now, cuz they won't ever chase me

Tasting sour, knowing that I'm aging

I'm 24 and I don't know who I am

And at this point, you can't afford to pretend

And that's shits noise to my eardrums. And the set, and synths, and chorus, harmonics are dead

it's all in my head, drama descends, calm but I'm intense, awful connects, I wanna rest

And I've been obsessed with knowing

Things you don't know

Cuz things are just chance

But things are so so

Those things I can't stand

Cuz I don't like no's

And I don't like pandering

I don't like stores

And I don't like cameras

I can fight more

And I can fight passive

I take the calm

But I don't take no storms

Could say it all

Cuz I Don't don't raise my voice

I take the songs

And take the words I wrote

And make them something beautiful before

I go

Before I think about things

that feed off my peace

And keep me from sleeping

I wonder

New things turn to old things

To dull memories

To Shit that I can't remember

Going I places I think

Will make me feel me

Remind me of my endeavors

If I did the right thing

Then whys it so sad

To think about how I never

Pushed it too far

Trying things

But never tried them too hard

I delete

whatever I made thus far

I find receipts

That say my time was used up

Finally used up

Find a sudo

Find a fake

Only the kind I'm used to

Mind the screw up

Mind the paint for my canvas

Hide in my madness

Lines that you can kinda

Skim through

I take the calm

But I don't take no storms

Could say it all

Cuz I Don't don't raise my voice

I take the songs

And take the words I wrote

And make them something beautiful before

I go