disappointed Lyrics

I'm disappointed in myself

Ah, Fuck

Put the blame on me

As a memory

Yeah, I know that

I don't know myself

Disappointed in myself

I'm disappointed in myself, I'm not doing enough

Everyday I wake up thinking about how it was

I don't know why, I don't know why

Cause this is what I want

This is what I want

This is what I want

I'm disappointed in myself, I'm not doing enough

Everyday I wake up thinking about how it was

I don't know why, I don't know why

Cause this is what I want

This is what I want

This is what I want

Gotta get up and moving bitch

If you don't want this then just quit

I'm just tired of the social media shit

Encyclopaedia shit

See, I'm just not one for tricks

I wanna be the real me, but the real me goes a-miss

I'm just tired of the fake love

I been there and I done that

They switch teams then make scenes

Then blame it all up on me

And these girls say they want me

I find it kinda funny

You'll claim you love me for a bit

Then play me like a dummy

Familiar faces looking at me

I do better on my own and that you'll see

Ima leave you in the past as a memory

I wanna get so far I have you begging please

I'm disappointed in myself, I'm not doing enough

Everyday I wake up thinking about how it was

I don't know why, I don't know why

Cause this is what I want

This is what I want

This is what I want

I'm disappointed in myself, I'm not doing enough

Everyday I wake up thinking about how it was

I don't know why, I don't know why

Cause this is what I want

This is what I want

This is what I want

Memories fading, I'm tired of writing these pages

Accepting my life was a book, and you're a chapter, let's face it

All the years that you wasted and all the tears you created

I sometimes wish I could have you back

It's mostly when I'm faded

Do you prescribe medicine

For what I been through, all the pain within?

Where do I begin?

I know I have sinned

Way too many times, maybe that's the reason why

Go ahead take it out on me

I know life is sad, let it rain on me

Let your teardrops fall, that's what it takes to be

Another one up in my life that ain't make the team

I'm disappointed in myself, I'm not doing enough

Everyday I wake up thinking about how it was

I don't know why, I don't know why

Cause this is what I want

This is what I want

This is what I want

I'm disappointed in myself, I'm not doing enough

Everyday I wake up thinking about how it was

I don't know why, I don't know why

Cause this is what I want

This is what I want

This is what I want

Go ahead put the blame on me

Yeah, I know that

Uh

I'm not doing enough