the real me Lyrics

I'm not sure anymore

All of these tears

What have I cried them for?

You aren't even around anymore to see me grieving

For the person I used to be

You've really changed me

And yet you don't even see

How am I supposed to be proud of myself

When I used to be yours

When I look in the mirror, I don't see myself anymore

I cannot stand myself

Not when I'm the me you want me to be

I don't wanna be this girl

With all these parts of her that you wanna see

How do I recognize myself

When I'm playing the role of someone else?

I want you to love me for me

But I know that you'll never love the real me

The real me

This pain

This betrayal, this feeling

It stings my heart with a scar that will never be healing

I've accepted that all of these questions in my head

Will never be answered

I've tried my best and now you mock me at my worst (Worst)

You've really changed me

And yet you don't even see

How are you so proud of yourself

When you broke me to the core

When I look in the mirror, I don't see myself anymore

I cannot stand you now

Not when you're the one who wants me to bleed

I don't wanna be in this world

With all these thoughts about you haunting me

How do I recognize myself

When I please you by being someone else?

I want you to love me for me

But I know that you'll never love the real me

(Ahh-ahh-ahh)

This isn't even a façade anymore

I don't know what I am supposed to be

My head feels empty but my mind is filled with you

I'm no longer me

You can't just walk away

Like you didn't replace my thoughts

With nothing but ear-piercing static

Oh, I can't look at her in the mirror anymore, oh

I've just about had it

I cannot stand myself

No

I cannot stand you now

Not when you're the one who's walking away

I don't wanna be in this world

When I see that smile gracing your face

How can you watch me die slowly

Then go around laughing happily?

You don't deserve to forget about me