Illusion Lyrics

It always seems like I am the one who gets stuck on everything

but can you really blame me if you act like we weren't anything?

My hands feel colder now that you're no longer there to hold them

I remember when you used to hold me like I was an old gem

I know that you are happier now that I'm not there

I know that you are thriving because you don't care

I just wish I could do the same

God, I wish I could do the same

I never get to see your eyes anymore

And I feel betrayed when I see you walk past me

The way you divert your gaze from mine

Makes me feel so much confusion

'Cause what happened to us?

Why do you pretend like we didn't have any chemistry?

Why am I still stuck on this but you seem so fine?

Was I just an illusion?

Seeing you smile without me hurts so much

Because it never seemed like you were ever affected

I feel like a fool for ever letting my thoughts linger on you

Thanks to you, I feel so disconnected

I know that you are happier now that I'm not there

I know that you are thriving because you don't care

I just wish I could do the same

God, I wish I could do the same

I never get to see your eyes anymore (anymore)

And I feel betrayed when I see you walk past me

The way you divert your gaze from mine

Makes me feel so much confusion (confusion, confusion)

'Cause what happened to us? (us)

Why do you pretend like we didn't have any chemistry? (ahh)

Why am I still stuck on this but you seem so fine?

Was I just an illusion?