Parasuicide Lyrics

Forever killing myself in my dreams

But is it always as it seems

If I end it now will I ever see them again

My family and friends

A barrel to the head

A rope around the neck

A fistful of pills

I'm a fucking wreck

These chains weigh me down

Their piercing eyes watch me drown

How can I escape the ground

When I can't speak a sound

Explain to me

Your reasoning

Behind everything

Including my suffering

You've damned my body

You've damned my soul

But I've held my ground

Through it all

You can not forsake the man I am

When you're exactly the same

If we're all made in your image

Then how am I the one to blame

You've taken everything

Cast me into the flame

But just know that I'll

Forever curse your name

You've damned my body

You've damned my soul

But I've held my ground

Through it all

You can not forsake the man I am

When you're exactly the same

If we're all made in your image

Then how am I the one to blame

You've taken everything

Cast me into the flame

But just know that I'll

Forever curse your name

Curse your name