Crossfaded V ft. Jaxo Jack Lyrics

Shit life been stressful

A nigga been going through shit everyday

Sometimes I just need a minute tryna give my brain to break

Tryna just get through the pain push through everyday like

Everything I done deal with everything I can take

It just feel like enough was enough

on my plate

Shit sometimes I just need a smoke break

Sometimes I just need that place where I could go to

Where I could meditate

Where I could just hold myself together and celebrate all the things that I done went in my life

Good or bad right or wrong

Shit the Lord know what type of time

I'm on

Truth be told he the one who been keeping me strong

I just wanna feel like I belong do I belong?

Honestly Lord fill my heart with purpose

I been going through pain like my name Curtis

Know I'll never be the same but I'm done hurting

Know they ain't expect me to change but change is for certain

Change is for the certain ones who wanna grow and have a purpose

Growth and development not just here on this earth lurking

Fuck what you telling me LuhCam been soul searching

Ha LuhCam been soul searching

Let's get crossfaded

Living in my dreams cause this life ain't too realistic

Aye sipping on my medication need to blur my vision

Take a hit of off this fronto just to ease my senses

Said you wore my heart out threw that bitch in hell go fish it

All the pain that came turned a nigga to a man

Pockets full of bills since these hoes want me to change

Observing movements that's what niggas doing when in your lane

How the fuck y'all niggas do that I can't do the same

Bitch I been that man ain't going back again

Bitch I'm hard to tame go ahead and light my flame it's gon' get me out my brain

Sprinting to that money faster than you fucking sang know what I'm saying

My mind floating baby it's just me and you

Wanna take a break from life and everything I'm going through

Need a new perspective trying to reevaluate my views you all I trust shawty that's why I vent to you

I know time is precious so I give my time to you

When I'm not stuck in a booth or chasing paper trails or blues

You the one I choose to keep my heart amused

Taking chances of misuse please don't leave me still confused

I'm not the one you wanna lose

I'm smoking heavy calling drug abuse

Cause I've been through too much pain more than you ever knew

I let this poetry rain I feel like Langston Hughes

Been thinking about switching up lanes this one I've been outgrew

Immature that's too taboo

Heart of a Lion I got it tattooed

I'm out of my mind that's another loose screw

Been stuck on the grind trying to buy a new coupe

LuhCam out the way I've been out of the loop

Gotta stay to myself but I ain't trying to be rude

Got so many flows just call me a group

I'm the coldest from the ice the cube

Hop on the mic like milk from the boob

My emotions I'm so in tuned

Wear my heart on my sleeve from the pain I'm immune

Growing up in this generation I feel doomed

I've been smoking heavy trying to get to the moon

Trying to fly away like a fucking balloon

Hopefully I'll find peace real soon

Life ain't real I feel like I'm

in a cartoon

Sometimes you just gotta take the time and reevaluate life

Take the time and see the things that you wanna do

Plan out your next move you know

You just gotta take time to yourself and really see what there is to life

See what there is to the future you feel me