Back To You Lyrics

I can't say your name, cause you're the one I blame

Do you really feel my pain? Do you really feel my pain too

Did you forget me? Cause I feel like nothing to you

And if you really do care, why am I still here

I hate how nothing ever stays the same

I hate how everyone keeps telling me to keep the faith

I've never been too good at doing what I know I need to do

Maybe that's how I lost sight of you

I'll self-medicate

Till I find my way back to you

I'll self-medicate

Till I find my way back to you

I wish I could say I'm stronger than this, but I can't

Yeah, I wish I could say I'm stronger now

But every word would feel like a shattered vow

The nights are long and my heart feels cold

Lost inside a maze of self-made sorrow

And yet I keep saying I'll change tomorrow

(I'll change tomorrow)

I'm at a loss, where to begin

My own hypocrisy burning up my skin

I've been coping way too long

So I wonder if the real version of me is gone

I hate how nothing ever stays the same

I hate how everyone keeps telling me to keep the faith

I've never been too good at doing what I know I need to do

Maybe that's how I lost sight of you

I'll self-medicate

Till I find my way back to you

I'll self-medicate

Till I find my way back to you

My mind is lost in all the madness

But my heart is really had it

Yeah, my heart wants to do

Everything it takes to get back to you

I'm lost in the noise

Can't find my own voice

Feels like I'm fading

(Away)

Choices keep weighing

(Down on me)

Yet the stars above

Whisper of His love

But I'm still searching

So for now

I'll self-medicate

Till I find my way back to you

I'll self-medicate

Till I find my way back to you

I'll self-medicate

Till I find my way back to you

I'll self-medicate

Till I find my way back to you

(back to you)

I'll self-medicate till I find my way back to you

(back to you)

I'll self-medicate till I find my way back to you

Back to you