Forgive Me Father Lyrics

I'm staring right into the void

Hoping no one will find me

I know I should go but

Will someone set me free?

I'll bleed for anyone

If you hold me the right way

I'm not what anyone would

Imagine me to be

Melancholic isolation

Right where I want to be

Time never heals wounds

It just replaces memories

Fall in love and then apart

It'll die before we start

My self-destructive thoughts

Just ruin everything that I have

Resisting the urge, to treat pain with pain

I swallow my anger, as it chokes me

Ripping my skin, and hopefully

Becoming anew and not suffering

Maybe one day, they will understand

Father forgive me, I'll raise my right hand

A disappointment, to the family

Guilts like a dog, that won't stop coming

I'll find what I love, and let it kill me

I'm not a corpse but I rot on the daily

I hate you for taking it all away

For never letting me be a kid any day

Resisting the urge, to treat pain with pain

I swallow my anger, as it chokes me

Ripping my skin, and hopefully

Becoming anew and not suffering

Resisting the urge, to treat pain with pain

I swallow my anger, as it chokes me

Ripping my skin, and hopefully

Becoming anew and not suffering

When you want me

I'll come back to you

When you want me to

I'll be right here for you

When you want me

I'll come back to you

It doesn't matter how you hurt me

I'll be right here for you, now