Everything I Want Lyrics

I got everything want in my life

I don't ever ask for help it isn't one thing that i need

Let you in you stab my back with a knife

Then took it out yeah

Sat there watching as i bleed

Tried to tell me you were done with the lies

Even though there were no lies

Looking back you were one the being discreet

You only stuck around to see my demise but it wasn't a surprise

Seen it coming like it's rolling down the street

And now it's crazy when i sit around and think about how we drifted apart

You took my light and did me dirty why'd you leave me in the dark

It must been easier for you i wasn't playing your heart

All of my intentions were true with you i shared that in the start

I was trying to just get through to you but now i play my part

It was easy in the beginning but now this shit getting hard

Could've i sworn i don't need protection i'll never let down my guard

Sick and tired of feeling empty i eat a beat when im starved

Now i gotta see residuals

Its becoming habitual

That mean this shit a habit

Gotta do it like a ritual

Our feelings are not mutual

I'm laying out the visuals

I wanna be up front and honest promise i'm not kidding you

All we did was fight that's prolly sum your not admitting to

I call it what it is but never tell you what i'm finna do

I gotta plan out everything cant let em know bout any move

Don't worry bout my business it's other shit i'm tending to

I tried to do the right thing

It didn't go the right way

We're not on the same page

Your nowhere on myspace

You do too much shady shit you must be night and i'm day

I need a vacation before i increase the crime rate

Mom told me have patience and my dad told me let's gyrate

I gotta stay active and be humble like it's my fate

I been in my bag but it was all about the time frame

Feel like i got too much drip i hope you don't dehydrate

I be chillin on the daily specially up on the weekend

All this here's because of you help me see clear when i was tweaking

Now i dont know what i'd do if we didn't never end up meeting

Different lifestyle

Different purpose

Different people

Different greeting

Different ways

Different days

Different trauma

Different pain

Different trials

Different effort

Different clouds with different rain

Too much shit up on ya plate

Different ego

Different sake

Whatever's mind could've been yours it's almost too much up at stake

I got everything want in my life

I don't ever ask for help it isn't one thing that i need

Let you in you stab my back with a knife

Then took it out yeah

Sat there watching as i bleed

Tried to tell me you were done with the lies

Even though there were no lies

Looking back you were one the being discreet

You only stuck around to see my demise but it wasn't a surprise

Seen it coming like it's rolling down the street