MY FATHER'S PAIN Lyrics

It's Latchet on the muhfuckin' planet bitch

Fragile child

Used to getting cane

Used to wonder if my father really was my dad

Cuz he used to beat me up for the shit my siblings did

Swore that I'd never hit my girl in the face

My father said don't be a weak man so I changed

Being a man now I understand my father's pain

Cuz i hate it when she's ignorant and lying again

Had another argument that left us fighting today

Bitch why is you stubborn sit down let me think

Why you naggin' 'bout shit I can buy in a blink

Why you cravin' attention from wrong niggaz them (girl why?)

Don't you go outside you could fall in the rain

How I broke my teeth I was glad in the rain

Shit happened so fast I was sliding and sliding until i fell down to the ground on my face

Started crying as a child that I'm is

Mama warned me before I had the accident

Fast forward I stopped sucking my hand

Highschool bullies

The teachers that was meant to actually school ya

Be the ones that either set you up or use the excuse that you failed to whoop your ass

Fuck school

All the teachers from my highschool Big Fuck You

I don't care if you alive or dead fuck you

For the trauma that you caused to the child fuck you

I hope your kids can feel the pain that I felt too

Mr dibia is a bitch

Fuck a kid like me wanna do with a bullet

A fucking guardian my ass

Cuz my mama wasn't tipping you enough I guess

And I hope I pass my drug test

It's illegal but I'm learning about balance on a level

I don't understand the reason that you turned into a rebel

Why you unapologetic, why you boiling like a kettle

Take flight get my space like NASA

This bitch all in my face like Picture

It's funny how you eat shit like Pizza

I hope I forget that bitch Amnesia

Fatherhood and bussiness innit ?

Look here kid what you don't understand is coming

Karma come to you and go

He never did

Instead he worried about me smoking on my cannabis

Just give an enzyme time It's gon' turn to a catalyst

I think I'm synchronizing energy

Astrology, Cosmology, Astronomy, The love of Self Autonomy

Born into war let the memories go

Was it the fact that my grand dad got

Married to 2 wives

Enemity grew and affected his children

The price he paid was you

My father's pain is true

I took a walk in his shoes

My mother made me cute

(I love my mama)

Always angry acting with no hesitation

Don't pull me down you fucking with my gravitation

Rap my occupation

I know I'm impatient

I'm working on my anger

Emotions put a damper

On things

I've been noble

Since when I was a kid I been humble

There are things I can't take back

There are things you can't take back

What you give you gon get back

Cuz what I give I'm gon get back bro

I plan on living on the island

Where i can sleep in and quiet

Don't care what it is that is I'll buy it

Change my diet

Shittin' on the planet

29 years thankful to be alive

Coulda been a star roaming star in the vast space

This right here is a mind state

Looking up as he beats me

I pictured how he posed

Five strokes of the cane

Tears is running down my face

Mama come and save me

Cuz daddy's acting crazy