Haunted Lyrics

All my life have I been dreaming?

Feeling like life got no meaning

Pushing on for a million reasons

Governments committing treason

Lock me up get me deleted

Reasons why I feel defeated

Feeling wrong I'm self depleted

Oceans part and sand it seasons

Earth like gold fall from the embers

Sky is falling, I'm yelling timber

Take my time in this December

Another year without you, figures

That my life might never be the same again

And I don't like not knowing if I'll see you again

And I can try all I want but the feeling won't go away

That I might not make it out another day

I wish I could've, loved you more like I should've

Brother from the get go never should've let go

Bad addiction, wish you could've kicked it

Wish we could've kicked it more, I'll admit

I'm a bad friend treated your addiction like a nuisance

Now I'm writing songs about you in the past tense

It's hard to tie up loose ends without a sixth sense

You're dead and gone and this doesn't even make sense

You been in my head

You been in my heart

I was praying and wishing that we would never part

But then I said goodbye, and I held your hand

And I watched you sleep and then turn to sand

All the times I should've called you

Now I write to you in every album

The only way that I know how to deal with

A broken heart is to make some music

And I know that you used to tell me

I seemed to have this way of healing

You said you understood why I created

You even told me that I was talented

And I still saved those conversations

And I look back and I always wonder

What would happen if you responded

I wish you would, but that's beyond it