toll. Lyrics

How do I forgive myself for being myself

Burnt every bridge I need to excel

Hurt every person who's tried to lend help

I'm Stuck in my ways alone with myself

You've seen who I am

And maybe that's for the better

I'm no leader no savior don't act like I'm special can't hold it together

I'm falling apart on my sleeve there's my heart

Darker than midnight I show off my scars

Live in my traumas then act like it's art

I hate who you are

You ain't enlightened cling to your vices til the sun brings you safety

Baby you're too impulsive this shits repulsive messy as shit who raised me

Stains on my soul can't hide em for long they always gone show

Out in the cold winter to winter you better go fix it it's taking a taking a toll

I don't even try to go outside

Empty bottles pile by my bedside

I'm too afraid to let you inside

I'm too afraid to let you inside

How do I forgive myself for being myself

Burnt every bridge I need to excel

Hurt every person who's tried to lend help

I'm Stuck in my ways alone with myself

You've seen who I am

And maybe that's for the better

I'm no leader no savior don't act like I'm special can't hold it together

I'm falling apart