Heartbreak For The Heartless (Smoothie Mix) Lyrics

Patterns retraced as I'm falling in the deepest depths of my self loathing

Am I no longer the man you once had said you love?

We build our castle in the clouds but selfishly I brought it down

And I fell so far from my beliefs

I was always to blame

I let the thought of 'us' change to nothing but pain in your heart

As I watched you walk away I fell apart

So I sift through the grey trying to ease my life

Sunk down in shadows of my broken mind

That sinking feeling deep inside of my chest

It's so familiar and I tried my best

But it was impossible to beat the odds

I'm just a mortal in a world for gods

Nightmares reminding endlessly that I have been banished in between the black and white

Where I can't see what's right anymore

Where I would rather see me die

I reached for your hand but you left me in the dirt where I belong

How did it go so wrong?

That sinking feeling deep inside of my chest

It's so familiar and I tried my best

But it was impossible to beat the odds

I'm just a mortal in a world for gods

I'm slipping deep into this nightmare but I am wide awake

Succumbed to my truest disaster

I let my heart stop beating to ease my life

Fuck!

And when you find me carrying the scars that I call home

Will I be too far gone from saving?

(Save me!)

Can I find purpose for my soul?

That sinking feeling deep inside of my chest

(Inside my chest)

It's so familiar and I tried my best

(I tried my best)

But it was impossible to beat the odds

(Beat the odds)

I'm just a mortal in a world for gods

And in this separation I confess

(I confess)

The life I'm living has become a mess

(I'm a mess)

And every love I've ever known I've lost

(Love is lost)

My selfish actions always came with a cost