Seeing Double Lyrics

I'm definitely not perfect

As hard as I try, I don't think anyone ever can be

And you know, I spent so much time living for myself

Done with all that

Drive deep, we not the same

I don't wanna die, we ain't there

The bag was all I cared for, but you know that I'm there for you now

Yeah, It changed

Ain't no good at playing with you, took me out the game

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I'm just trying to find the middle

I ain't trying to go and end up in the gutter

Oh it's funny

Try to turn nothing into something and you end up trying to stay up out of trouble

I ain't shit without God

Who you think gon' beat the odds

You can't do it if you watch

I got so much on my plate

I still eat it every time

Time and time again, these lines had got me by and then

The pressure I'm applying when I think that I struck diamond gives

Usually when shit be shining set in

Ain't worth finding in it all

But if this time it is, I came up out the lion's den

Picture that

They know that they'll make it cause you did then put that shit in raps

At 17, your best friend shot and killed so you can't get him back

Now when people leave you, it hits hard so you won't get attached

At least that's what I said to myself in the past

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I'm just trying to find the middle

I ain't trying to go and end up in the gutter

Oh it's funny

Try to turn nothing into something and you end up trying to stay up out of trouble

I ain't shit without God

Who you think gon' beat the odds

You can't do it if you watch

I got so much on my plate

I still need it every time

No matter how many times you lie to me

I won't try to be the one talking shit

Won't fly with me

Hope you finally found peace

God'll give me mine soon

If you're broke down, I would be the first one to get there

That's true

I did my best for you

Never left on you

I was right there in that room

Been through so much in my lifetime

Expecting all these lifelines

Putting everything I got in without ever knowing that the price high

Now everywhere I know God in is where I'm trying to go

Used to be the one to cry the most

Shit get messy like Lionel

I've been steady on the climb

I be ready all the time

God tell me where to go

I'm just doing what I find

I be keeping shit low

Y'all just wanna get high

I be giving y'all soul

I be giving y'all vibes

I be on my toes

I be on my grind

I'ma let y'all know

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I'm just trying to find the middle

I ain't trying to go and end up in the gutter

Oh it's funny

Trying to turn nothing to something and you end up trying to stay up out of trouble

I ain't shit without God

Who you think gon' beat the odds

You can't do it if you watch

Yeah

I got so much on my plate

I still eat it every time

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Hang around for better or the worse

You say the word and I'ma put you first

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I'll be there for better or the worse

This heart of mine, a blessing and a curse

Seeing double

I'm just trying to find the middle

I ain't trying to go and end up in the gutter

Oh it's funny

Trying to turn nothing to something and you end up trying to stay up out of trouble

Seeing Double

Seeing Double