Chemicals Lyrics

With bloodshot eyes I walk the road

The road I walk so dead and cold

With every step I lose control

Fears and thoughts I no longer hold

In my blood stained hands I sold my soul

For just one more night to walk alone

Just one more street then I'll be home

To fill my brain with chemicals

I will never learn to hold my own

The seeds of despair are so deeply sown

Within my skin my flesh and bones

I will never feel fully alone

As long as I keep my habits close

Up and up and away away

I know why I'm down and out for the count

I feel like I am drowning now

I know I can't keep going about

The ways I've been going about

My life I lead is far from safe and sound

I need a brand new way figure things out

I need to feel my feet on the ground

I know I need a brand new way to live

Please someone show me how

I will never learn to hold my own

The seeds of despair are so deeply sown

Within my skin my flesh and bones

I will never feel fully alone

As long as I keep my habits close

Up and up and away away