SLIP Lyrics

(Lord prepare me

Lord prepare me)

I didn't slip

No I didn't slip

Yeah I didn't slip

No I didn't slip

Could've bled to the wrist

But I didn't slip

I think we shouldn't submit

And I might try it again, but

I get lost between the, blurred lines

I should call my doctor, sometime

Im so inconsistent, all the time

Wish I knew who I was, that'd be nice

What even makes us?

Is it really what breaks us?

I should ask later lil baby on facetime

Had to make a change started saying the same rhymes

I started hating to make mine I hate that

Wanna take it back to therapy sessions inside a basement

What I wouldn't give to be able to use take backs

If I had Delorean I would try to erase half

Of what I done, what I lost, Ill take that

Hard to talk to my dad, Ill say that

Its like Im talking to me and I just cant

And Abuela gon ask where my faith at

I could never tell her

I was a lil fella when I made that choice

It was prior to the crimes and gaining the rap voice

I was never caught but I was close, same noise

All Im trynna say is I been through it

Thats the point

But Im just being honest, yeah

Its just thoughts as I jot em

And these nights are the longest

If you hear this I got stronger

Yeah

But maybe you can too

I know this ain't what they want like "The Blue Man Group"

But If I truly get to share a bit of my truth with you

Maybe words can help you like it helped me too

I think its 1 whole month since I fell from the noose

I cant thank god, I don't believe, thats truth

But I can thank me, who believes in you

Yeah

And I didnt slip

No I didnt slip

Yeah I didnt slip

No I didnt slip

I couldve bled to the wrist

But I didnt slip

I think we shouldn't submit

And I might try it again but

I dont think I should

Its just that I havent felt like this since what?

2019?

Right bout where Gemini dropped least I think

I met some family who dont share my genes

I was good for a time but those thoughts know to creep

Self doubt and trauma turns low self esteem

Blood begets blood its a cycle it seems

Cant tell my mom or my dad what I think

At least If I want to I know they got me

I don't want pity and thats all I see

Can we be okay with not being okay?

Sometimes I feel I should cut off my feet

I just don't wann walk no more miles in these

Can only wear soles for so long till they crease

I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy

Especially when the only true one is me

I aint mean to get deep

Its just how I think

Since when do y'all actually get the real thing?

Too busy trying for something that peaks

This just for leisure and letting me speak

It looks like I still got some seconds to preach

Ill give you some deets

Season recap at least

I'll get you to speed

I was engaged but that ended for me

I had a house it's still tethered to me

I sold my car just to pay for the ring

Currently back to square one so it seems

The trials and miles what lead you to change

Pursue what you need

Now I wont slip and ill do it for me

Met a lil thang and she perfect for me

Ain't even try but you sow what you reap

For now we just gon have to keep that low-key

Imma just say that she's fragile to me

If I had slipped there's just so many things

I wouldnt have seen

I wouldn't have felt

I wouldn't be me

I think Im over the darkness in me

I think I know how to keep it on leash

Im loving myself

And Im feeling free

Cause I didnt slip

Yeah I didnt slip

No I didnt slip

Feels good to say that shit