losing Lyrics

I don't wanna get the call

That something i did was my fault

All i tried to do was help you

And all the plans fell right through the floor

And u still want so much more (so much more)

I'm trying

And i'm losing

I'm trying to survive it

I wonder if they would've known

Who i was from the start

And if they would've known

That i don't have a heart

And if they would've known

That i'm about to fall apart again

It's the fifth time (it's the fifth time)

(It's the- it's the) it's the eighth time

Wait

It's more than that

And i've lost track

Why would you say that

If you didn't mean it

How the hell did the whole would come between us

We used to be so close

But now i just don't know

Where'd u go

Where are you

How i wonder what you're doing

I am losing

My way

Do not call me

I won't pick up the phone

I say i'm lonely but i like being alone

I guess that's just my trait

What one do you hate?

There's so many to pick from

So take one

And don't stop running away

I don't care what u say (to me)

Don't look away from me please

I want u to notice me

And everything that i'm trying to do for u

I don't know what to do

I wonder if i'm just better off alone

I hate being at home

But i'm too scared to go outside

Because i just wanna die

Why would you say that

If you didn't mean it

How the hell did the whole would come between us

We used to be so close

But now i just don't know

Where'd u go

Where are you

How i wonder what you're doing

I am losing

My way