Callin' It Love Lyrics

Thought I knew what I wanted

But then when I got it

I knew I got it wrong

Thought we were in it for love

I don't know what the hell that was

But the thought of it's haunting

Cause I fell back

From a u up text

And it's killing me knowing that

You only wanted me

Cause you were lonely

Have me feeling like

I'm better off dead

Didn't know I was in it

Til it was too late

Didn't know shit

Would go down this way

I was callin' it love cause

That's what I thought it was

I went back thinking things had changed

And when shit got bad

Started picking up drinks

So I couldn't think of us

Or think of callin' that shit love

Callin' that shit love

Callin' that shit love

Feels like I did this to myself

Didn't ask no one for no help

No one knows my kind of hell

Maybe it's better nobody can tell

That I'm under water

Drowning from the trauma

You would bring me up

Just to push me back under

And you could have it all

But only when you wanna

You like to do things

Just like my father yeah

You causing trauma

Like he did with my momma

You keep bringing up the past

Always making me the problem and

Now I'm blacked out

Holding on the bottle

Cause the liquor tastes better

When you hitting rock bottom yeah

Didn't know I was in it

Til it was too late

Didn't know shit would go down this way

I was callin' it love cause

That's what I thought it was

I went back thinking things had changed

And when shit got bad

Started picking up drinks

So I couldn't think of us

Or think of callin' that shit love

Callin' that shit love

Callin' that shit love