Again and Again Lyrics

My self esteem has died

And I feel so mortified

For thinking you might

See through my flaws, actually into my eyes

Acknowledge something past surface deep

Half hearted tries

Now I'm here alone again

Just trying to hold it in

A million emotions

All going off at the same time

I'm so lost, you walked off

Now you're nowhere in sight

So I'm left here thinking

And that starts me drinking

'Cause my heart is sinking

With everything I wanted

My head is spinning now

My ears are ringing loud

Remembering somehow

Every word you ever said

I can't keep giving

'Cause I am not living

When continuously sipping

The same liquor

Again and again and again and again

But you gave me butterflies

Came up on my blind side

Got me so high from all the danger in those dark green eyes

I was infatuated and romanticized by

You and your jaded, too cool for me vibe

It sounds so overrated but now I'm attached

And I can't disengage or gho back

'Cause I'm so mesmerized

So I'm left here thinking

And that starts me drinking

'Cause my heart is sinking

With everything I wanted

My head is spinning now

My ears are ringing loud

Remembering somehow

Every word you ever said

I can't keep giving

'Cause I am not living

When continuously sipping

The same liquor

Again and again and again and again

Now I'm here alone again

Wish I had known it then

That you and I we were only pretend

Now I must hold it in

Learn how to cope with it

Learn how to make myself feel whole again

'Cause I'm left here thinking

And that starts me drinking

'Cause my heart is sinking

With everything I wanted

My head is spinning now

My ears are ringing loud

Remembering somehow

Every word you ever said

I can't keep giving

'Cause I am not living

When continuously sipping

The same liquor

Again and again and again and again and again