didn’t think I could change Lyrics

Just changed a tire up on my Rarri

Ridin' in a Tesla gotta recharge it

They say it's fake but I put my heart in

Grew up so fast had to think where I started

Dropped my first song didn't think that they knew

Then I found my first fans at my high school

Got myself on TikTok I wanted to show

My songs to the world just to get a follow

Only 15 years old when I started the music

I had people sayin' I didn't go through it

But all these past traumas did somethin' to me

Wanted me to act like I didn't want to be

Tellin' me to be someone who's different

Had to stay myself keepin' my image

All of my DM's talkin' this and that

Try to say I'm wrong but really they sad

Put out my first album "Love & People"

Thought I was as good as other rappers was equal

Didn't know it then but I still had to learn

How to write songs so the tables would turn

Had opposition but kept up the grit

Almost got to me I wanted to quit

Now I had to learn that I needed the hit

Wasn't instant success fame I thought I would get

Broken lines first but I figured it out

When I felt down took a different route

Still do it for love I don't do it for clout

Cause that's what my whole life has been about

Still can't get it past me still caught in the time

Where all I had was hate still stuck in my mind

Knew now that it's over should put it behind me

But it keeps feelin' like it's right beside me

Wanted the fame cause I seeked validation

Never had enough it was complicated

Lost in my head in every situation

Wrote "OVERTHOUGHTS" cause I needed to say it

Got fame in my face but I can't lose myself

Put in too much effort to be someone else

Had to ignore all the opps up in my face

But then couldn't take no advice learn from mistakes

The numbers so high still thought they were low

Worked on myself cause I needed to grow

Feel outta love wouldn't pick up the phone

Got myself down cause I felt so alone

Then I found what I wanted I got myself back

Had to relax couldn't get too attached

Built up a fan base and they could relate

To the things that I've been through no longer just hate

Went up on stage for the first time I felt

That I truly made it was worth what I dealt

Fell in love with writing cause I could let out

My thoughts and emotions times I felt the doubt

My first concert fans chanted my name

Dressed in designer had on my gold chain

Jumped in the crowd girls they fell in love

That's why I wrote a song called "Rizz Up"

Two months later went viral online

Blew up on my Instagram 1K to 9

Then I dropped a song called it "Somebody's Someone"

Was about loneliness tryin' to get em

Still struggle with comparing myself to others

Only saw above me one after another

Thought that I would never have their success

Haters talked down they said "give it a rest"

I got 10K streams on my top song

Felt in my head that I'm finally strong

My coach told me that one day I will be famous

He said that there'll be someday where I make it

Poeple told me to but I'm never changin'

Tellin' myself yeah that I'm never fadin'

Fought through the stress when I had people hatin'

Learned to ignore now it couldn't phase me

So much pressure didn't think I could handle

Realized I need to see life from a new angle

Was stuck in mind couldn't get though the past

Then my homie came he called and asked

Are you alright can you handle the pain?

Called him back told him I was ok

He said that there is sunshine after the rain

I was in my old ways didn't think I could change