:.aurora) Lyrics

I see the light as it fades

Wither away

I feel your presence decay

As I turn blue in the face and I

Let the shades of blue carry you into nothingness

Just let me feel this hate

That I feel for myself, I can't accept that the end isn't ever in reach

My depression takes the form of a leech

My grief is manifesting

My form into a fantasy

I've turned into a lucid dream

Where I fall past worth saving

Cull my hatred

Thin my patience

Reality is not my haven

I've fallen down to a pretense

Trying to make gold of a mess

I see the light as it fades, wither away

I feel your presence decay as I turn blue in the face and I

Find an escape through my perversion and hate

It's my inevitable fate, it's all I ever create in life

My brain tore me apart

Left my corpse bleeding in the brush

Now I can see through the dark

All the colors that you're made of

I feel the static and it's taking over my soul

It's shattered every single hope of control over me

My soul is weak

And the life that I knew is starting to dim, become bleak

Just take the light from my eyes, what I want I can't seek

The body that I leave behind has decayed to the flies

While my heart is taken, misshapen, and crystallized

Happiness is my disguise

I see the light as it fades, wither away

I feel your presence decay as I turn blue in the face and I

Find all my peace through all the chaos and hate

And I can never escape

I accept that I create this life