Before I Love Myself Lyrics

Yeah

This song goes out to anyone who's ever felt unloved

And anyone who's ever felt alone

Let's get PERSiNAL (let's get PERSiNAL)

Yeah I push away if I get too close

Pressure taking over when I lose control

Hard to love somebody with a broken soul

Put the pieces back together just to break some more

Try to fake a smile like always I pretend to be

Happy when I know I just haven't been the same me

I know I should be grateful but lately it's like I can't see

The version of my myself that they shaping me to be (be)

See I been losin faith

Everybody looking fake (fake)

I'm comfortable with demons cause these angels never say

The things I need to hear when I'm breaking down (down down)

Reaching up to heaven ion hear a sound (sound)

ones I hold the closest never stick around

Maybe I'm the problem I just don't know if I have the strength to fix it now

Always do the most to try to prove that I'm worth it

But I been feeling empty like I'm barely a person

I try to push it back I'm tryna live in the moment always confronted by these feelings I'm uncomfortable showing

And I gave up all the pills

But lately I been tempted

I'm so sick of feeling broken sick of feeling unaccepted

Not everybody's permanent not everyone's a blessing

Guess that I've been learning my whole life has been a lesson

not a lot of people who are real enough to stay

Circle growing smaller every time I fade away

Even though I try to be I know I'm not okay

I can feel the distance I been looking for a way

Yeah

I think I need a little help

To the person that I was before the pain that I've felt

Out of all the pills I've done I think the hardest one to swallow

That the more I do for them the more I'm killing myself (self)

Everything I do every limit that I break

I'm the type to give it all until there's nothing left to take

Every friend I try to make every woman that I date the effort that I give they make it feel like a mistake

Yuh

I guess I care too much

But they don't do the same for me guess I'm not enough

The person that I am I'm quick to give my trust

To get stabbed in the back by the same damn ones

Who needed something from me so I gave em what they wanted

For nothing in return I said I got it so I got it

But the times I needed help reminded too damn well

I'll love everybody else before I love myself

But the times I need help reminded too damn well

I'll love everybody else before I love myself ('fore I love myself love myself)