Deadly Sins Lyrics

Don't you ever try to get away?

Don't you ever try to get away now

Pain was just a gateway tried to find a way to numb it

Alcohol and adderrall were juggled in my stomach

I was only 16 and I struggled to be clean

But the person that I used to be was nothing but a dream

Now a year passed and I'm tripping on a daily

I was skipping out of class and BSing through my therapy

Living fast die young sniffin til my nose done

Swallowing narcotics til the homie had to stomach pump

Now I'm 18 and I'm scared of being sober

Never thought that I would make it so afraid of getting older

I was smart enough to graduate

Dumb enough to drop it out

Working with no school degree try my best to ball it out

Even through mistakes I was not the type to settle

had to tell myself I'm worth and forgive the detrimental

Habits that were forming it was time to let them go

And detach myself from people not mature enough to grow

Life can be beautiful if you don't throw it all away

Now I'm 19 it's time to be responsible to say

Ain't no one to blame for bad decisions being made

time to stop pretending that you're gonna see an early grave

Don't you wanna fall in love? Don't you wanna marry?

Don't you wanna have kids and leave behind a legacy?

Conversations with myself, letters to a SiNNER Child

time to put in work to make your future family proud

20 years old you became a workaholic

Trade addiction for addiction but at least you lining pockets

Dreaming of a mansion always lived inside apartments

Million state of mind with a check to check budget

It don't even matter you the type to think ahead

Overthinking options overtiming for the bread

Stay away from bottles you already know the price

Distractions pull away from creating better life

Now it's 2020 with a dollar and a dream 2 story condo and you're only 23

Covid ruined everything and made you lose control

But you kept pushing forward with the only thing you know

You wanna build a business

Support and grow a family

2021 and I began to understand it

2022 I put myself into commission

Never mattered what they told me I could always see the vision

Don't you ever try to get away?

Don't you ever try to get away now