Tainted Lyrics

I spent half my life so convinced that I was tainted

Dirty blood flowing from a heart that's slowly breaking

Wasn't bad enough I'm exactly your spitting image

Also had to take your name with me

And let the anger simmer

I'm not mad I never met you

But I hate that we're related

And the demons that it come with

I'm just tired of comparing

Every single aspect

All the traits I get from you

It's just in my DNA there ain't nothing I can do

Except to wipe the slate clean let the memory erase

I no longer give you power to affect my mental space

All the anger and the rage I'm ashamed

I let it cage

My entire personality I'm breaking through the chains

And I'm spitting on your grave

Imma do it out of spite

Cause the person that you were imma keep it in the light

To be your polar opposite I swear I always tried

And the last name Davis? Imma let it die

I'mma Castro through and through the family who chose to raise me

And the girl that you abused a superwoman who tried to make me

Every bit of man that you never had the strength to be

Hold myself in high regards and take accountability

Ain't nobody perfect so we all make mistakes

But I let them make me better never wallow in hate

All the damage that you caused I was refusing to break

Not afraid to cut the ties so I sharpened the blades

I spent half my life so convinced that I was tainted

Dirty blood flowing from a heart that's slowly breaking

Wasn't bad enough I'm exactly your spitting image

Also had to take your name with me

And let the anger simmer

I'm not mad I never met you

But I hate that we're related

And the demons that it come with

I'm just tired of comparing

Every single aspect

All the traits I get from you

It's just in my DNA there ain't nothing I can do