!!!MICHAEL!!! Lyrics

Who is Bill Maze anyways?

You were always there when I would fall

One ring when I would call

But lately acting scary

Haven't heard from you at all

Curled up watching movies

While I'm going through withdrawals

Look inside the mirror when I wanna feel appalled

Time is creeping closer, disappointed how I am

And you tracking my location but can't tell just how I stand

How do I accept it

I've done wrong and I've confessed it

All these problems are popping up like

They're tryna teach me a lesson

Losing my mind in isolation

Anxiety brewing, it's keeping me pacing

Staring inside when I can't go to sleep

Confronted by everyone, don't have a statement

Feeling like shit, this isn't my year

Not in my body, I'm feeling too queer

Abandoned by all like

(Michael, don't leave me here)

Surrounding myself with faces

Seeing the future, not seeing no places

All on my own, no matter the cases

Y'all know my business like how am I famous

Uh, wonder where my past had gone

Held onto friends for way too long

Question myself and I question my songs

Trot on 'em scoring a brace like I'm Son

Yuh', y'all look like at me like I'm 'boutta puke

Feeling nauseous when I step in your room

All of the memories flooding to me

You calling me crazy but what did I do

Stuck in the forest, my mind's been lost

I'm tired of hearing you love what I'm not

When I see you I can't help it but pause

Chasing for you, what a useless cause