10TH GRADE JORDAN Lyrics

Self Esteem been tanking

I ain't been loving myself lately When I'm low on confidence, I force myself

To fake it Do daily affirmations to myself that I'm the

Greatest I know I'm probably not, but I don't care

I'm still gon' say it, ayy Sometime I stay up late, I wonder if they'll

Ever notice I only think about that type of shit when

I ain't focused And they be talking crazy bout us, they don't

Even know us But once they saw they couldn't hoe us, they

Tried to bro us If you don't know me and don't like me, just

Don't fuck with me Cause everybody in my circle know what's up

With me Role model, all the kids be showing love to

Me Shorter than my lil' homies, but they still

Look up to me I just cut some friends off, but they still

Got my blessings I ain't thinking I'm too good, don't get the

Wrong impression But your lifestyle don't match me and the

Place I'm headed I'd rather walk alone than walk with y'all

In the wrong direction City the city, Syracuse is where I'm living

Now I'm just trying different shit till I get

This figured out Just got my bank account back to a big amount Might go buy a house, fix it up and rent it

Out Young black teacher, coworkers be thinking

Who is he Asking me questions bout my life, knowing they

Googled me And I got people making rumors tryna ruin

Me I thought they love you when you make it, this

Confusing me Used to throw us middle fingers, now they

Handshaking They be tryna ride the wave when you elevating

So they can say they know you if you make it

Used to hate me like I'm Chris, but now they love me like I'm

Raymond I had to move like that so I could play like

This Used to take what I could get, now I can make my pick

I was going broke, buying stupid shit like a kid

Learned my lesson, bounced back and I ain't been broke since

Ayy, gotta stand up for myself and I stand on business

Even if that mean I gotta burn some bridges I be tryna show love, but don't get it twisted

Cause I'll really slap the shit out one of y'all niggas

Steven sold drugs, but he told me to go to college

And it hurt me that he died before he saw what I accomplished

Did everything he said I could, I know he looking smiling

Your son like my lil brother, don't worry bout nothing because I got him

Ayy, he started walking in your shoes, but now he doing right

We spend hours on the phone, I just give him advice

He said he wish that he was me, I said we just alike

Same story, we just on different chapters in life

Ayy, that's just the way it go

But if he saw how far I came, I know I gave him hope

My circle's small and that's a cliche, but I promise it get tricky

And I'm picky about who I spend my time with

Cause people fake and they be wanting what you got

And if everybody asking for a little, that's a lot

When you lit, everybody gon' get jealous of your spot

It's too high for them to get up there, it's lonely at the top

Ayy, don't got no label, use my 9 to 5 to fund this

I ain't worried bout no budget, scared money ain't gon' cut it

I don't do this shit for no money, nah do this shit cause I love it

I be spending money like fuck it, chasing bucks like I'm hunting

Ayy, I'm the underdog and I got big dreams

Put my words into action, I'm doing big things

I'm the Jordan of this shit, I want like six rings

Right now I'm Jordan when they cut off from the team

Ayy, just let that ride real quick

Ayy, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

I'm the underdog and I got big dreams

Put my words into action, I'm doing big things

I'm the Jordan of this shit, I want like six rings

Right now I'm Jordan when they cut off from the team

Ayy, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah