MOLLY Lyrics

Hidden

Under the bed or up on the ceiling

I'm lying because the truth is complicated

I don't do it to upset you

Hang on

You think I do this just for the feeling?

This ain't fun, it's taking my memories

But how could I forget you?

And the molly never tasted the same oh no as the first time round

She said I never look the same in my photos, blur me out

I promise to explain myself but I won't oh, figure me out

She's tryna keep my head above the water, let me drown

When I was young I would pretend that I was sleeping

When you'd come to my door just wanting to talk

I would ignore you, I'd just close my eyes

Now I'm talking back and I can tell that you don't recognise

The conversation's draining so she thinks I'm just preoccupied

Touch my skin I'm getting colder

And if you can't imagine I'd stoop so low

Then you don't know me 'cos I'm not that guy

'You've done this all to yourself'

So why am I sat here feeling victimised?

'I'm concerned for your health'

Don't worry mumma

I only socialise on my own

Having DMCs with the door

Staring contest with the floor

Used to feel different but now it don't

Heart shaped pills all in the drawer

But I crave something more

And the molly never tasted the same oh no as the first time round

She said I never look the same in my photos, blur me out

I promise to explain myself but I won't oh, figure me out

She's tryna keep my head above the water, let me drown

You were waiting by the door when I was sneaking out the back

Now I'm back at your front door and you've forgotten who I am

Damn it I just wish I would've stayed indoors

Only 24, a lifetime of regret

I stabbed you in the back but what would you rather instead?

It's either that or going straight into your chest

And I don't wanna see your eyes

When I tell you lies

And it never tasted like the first time

And the molly never tasted the same oh no as the first time round

She said I never look the same in my photos, blur me out

I promise to explain myself but I won't oh, figure me out

She's tryna keep my head above the water, let me drown