Delux Edition Lyrics

Lucidic Queen B Music

This is who you say I am

Goddamn living your plan

What'd you imagine

A scam a distraction from your program

Remember who you used to be

A source of light for me

I never asked for much

A simple hug

A message of love

Would've made things a lot less tough

No power no choices

This is all so pointless

Don't blame me for your shit

This is what you get what you said

Rings in my head

Did you think I'd forget

Callin' me troubled

I was your funnel a shuttle for your troubles

A ship to rid your shit with a grip your words hit

Pounded in me as a kid

I'm the girl you can't find twice

You don't get me at my highs

Throw me away at my lows

You don't get both

I'm a deluxe edition

With a custom mission

Trading tradition for ambition

Let's flip this script

Let's switch get you to think

The truth was stolen in my youth

Started a duel to confuse

Slowly waking up to the clues

Reflecting now realizing

Your words describe your pain your hurt

At the time the gaslighting was blinding

Striking a fight inside me

Shh be quiet stay on autopilot

Connection lost the cost

Put our family on pause

Go ahead and focus on my flaws

Gives me more strength to walk

I'm the most complicated simple

Like Rip and Winkle

Feeling waves as they ripple

Second fiddle in the middle

I'm the girl you can't find twice

You don't get me at my highs

Throw me away at my lows

You don't get both

I'm a deluxe edition

With a custom mission

Trading tradition for ambition

I jumped back in time

Looked at life with a new set of eyes

Quit messing with my mind

I'm one of a kind an aid to the blind

Throwing out a lifeline

Won't fix these trying times

Damned if I do and damned if I don't

I'm comfortably numb and lost all hope

What's the meaning of dreaming

Sound asleep and still breathing

This is how it goes

Use me for the Pros

Froze at my lows with all the doors closed

It shows another excuse another whole set of issues

Claim to be a good guy

It's clear it's just a disguise

I'm not gonna be quiet

I'm not gonna live in silence

Because

I'm the girl you can't find twice

You don't get me at my highs

Throw me away at my lows

You don't get both

I'm a deluxe edition

With a custom mission

Trading tradition for ambition

Take off the pressure

I see the bigger picture

I let it whisper

There's something bigger

There's something bigger