Wallowing ft. Nicholas Drake Lyrics

I wish today,

I hadn't woke up feeling so great,

Because it never stays

This coward in me wants to go away

But then I saw my mother crying over my grave,

My friends are gone,

And now the new ones are following suit,

The cycle never changes

I can never say what I feel,

Instead of what I think you want to hear.

It's not too late to forget

But it's gone too far to forgive

The way you said my name

Leaves me in constant pain

Why can't I gather my stamina

Give myself the blame

It's not too late to forget

But it's goddamn far to forgive

The way you said my name

Leaves me in constant pain

Why can't I gather my stamina

Give myself a break

I don't wanna see the brighter side of you

Ignorance is bliss

Do please let me just be a happy fool

From the day I first wrote

The day I sang my first note

As these years pass I know I've grown

Ayy Yeah

I can picture how

I could have lived my life

I breathe your air

And let go the tides

Now I lay bare

Awash from all sides

Can I please be told

I can't let go

Can you tell me so

I have the right to know

Please silence my unconscious mind

I cannot stop reliving the truth

What is it that I am meant to know

If it will not set me loose

Walking backwards

Got carried away

Been feeling wounded

But trying to change

I don't wanna see the brighter side of you

Ignorance is bliss

So please let me just be a happy fool

From the day I first wrote

The day I sang my first note

As these years pass I know I've grown

Ayy Yeah

Tell me how it got so far

Where was it that I lost my place

Why do I lose entire days

To feeling shades of gray

The cycle never changes

I can never say how I feel

Instead of what I think you want to hear

I don't wanna see the brighter side of you

Ignorance is bliss

So please let me just be a happy fool

From the day I first wrote

The day I sang my first note

As these years pass I know I've grown

Ayy Yeah