Lowest Lyrics

I say no, I got demons on my mind

I got demons in my mind

I got demons in my mind

I got knife up in my back and tied together with my spine

I'm at my lowest, I got no choice but to get high

But I keep going, even though time running out

I be listening to my demons

I be listening to my demons

Telling me to do wrong

And I be speeding real fast down the road

You catch me drinking and smoking, I hope I die on this road

And I don't want nobody around, say why

Cause I'ma pick my heart off the ground every time

Look around for love, won't believe what I found

And your heartless nigga looking like me came out the ground

Can you tell me where my heart go

I been following my heart on this tightrope

Won't look down, that's a no-no

Ain't turning back, that's a no-no

I know when you do your eye roll

You gon' make a reason for leaving and have my mind gone

I be all alone in the darkness, I keep my shine on

Give you my reason for the way I'm acting, you say I ain't wrong

And I ain't wrong

I'ma get way higher than my mind when I'm gone

I'ma get my back up and spend it when I want

You gon' leave me fuck with that nigga like I know

I know, I know

Looking through the blind with nobody that's on my side, no

You gon' let me have a good time when I just cry, oh

Pills in my body got me feeling I should overdose

I watch the clock and I just see that my time gone

(I'm beyond my wonder I'm beyond my wonder

I'm beyond my wonder

That shit I know to know

That I won't let it go)